The life of a "Nice Guy"

[Girl's FB Status]: i just hurt probably the sweetest guy on this planet just now...

I just wanted to say, my entire life, I have been spending it to make people happy.

Thats my goal, of life, to make anyone and everyone happy.

But it seems, that all that I do for people and how much I listen, every little thing I think about being all I can be isnt enough.
I get punted, the nice guys always finish last.
Thats bullshit, I've tried being nice, i briefly tried being a dick, i tried being coky. Ive tried all the faces. I want to be me, I am me, but for some reason, this world doesn't "want" me.

I give so much, I have to hide so much or people just think of me as a freak.
I cant ever show my feelings to my parents. The one people that you are told that have the #1 ability to help you. because, thats what parents do. My parents dont care, I could have lost limbs or be heartbroken 4 times over, they will never know.

As much as I try to show it, people are afraid of being nice, or helping someone out.

I gave everything in my life to be with her. She just bounced from guy to guy, always comming back to my loving arms whenever they're were problems.
I Love her, I always will, Ill always be here for her, even if she breaks my heart, over, and over. I cant be cold, I cant just say "fuck off"

Linds came along, and, She stood out, she was outstandish, and didnt care what people thought, she was the opposite of my turtled up self. I opened up, allowed myself to become attached to her. I know they're things people frown upon in our distance physically and emotionally. I want to be with her. I dont want her to experience life like every other girl has had to bouncing from asshole to asshole. I want to be the one. but. she needs time, and I'll wait forever is thats how long she needs, I just dont know, when shes ready, if she'll still want me, ill just be a old friend by then, she has so much to explore. I just hope, that one day we can have a romantic getaway, a candle light dinner on a beach, something romantic, I dont need sex or sexual activities to be happy, I just need the satifaction that, I have made her feel like the wonderful girl she is.

Lastly, a small crush, she was nothing, but shes the one that burst the vault of stored up feelings. She saw through my faces, she knew she was hurting me, I couldnt just leave. it was face to face, via internet, and who said the internet cant allow the showing of emotion. but the fact, i liked her, she liked me, but she also liked 50 other guys, and was flirting with all them at once, when i heard this, i felt a sense of, get out of there, andthat, i'd been working towards getting to know and opening up feelings between us. none of it meant anything, when she dropped the bomb that she was still inlove with the guy that has knocked up 2 other girls, and maybe even her. even if she was knocked up, I dont care, i would stay around and help with the bby, because it was hers. and its the right thing to do.

I got fired last week, because I got injured on the job. for the first week, i was so worried what my parents would think if they found out i was jobless. I lied, said i was fine, went to the doctor, apperantly i was days away from tendonitus. Im not really fond of developing that while im 21 years old.

Im a depressed guy, lonely, living in his parents house, bouncing between jobs, no real friends i can go see and have a good time, my depression kicks in, and multiplies this all by 10, and my love life, non existant.

I try to be all i can be, and the world. society and life frowns upon me.
Should i take the hint and leave...

Not all "sweet" guys finish nicely. Most with death. Because of the lives they are put through.