heartbreak

Jordan says:
well a while ago, you asked how i felt about you.. and i told you. and well i asked how you felt after and you said uhm and went offline. and well stopped replying to my stuff

Samantha says:
Jordan im sorry i dont know what to say to you. its really hard for me

Jordan says:
:/ well idk, i keep thinking about you

Samantha says:
i think just cause your lonely and im vulnerable.

Jordan says:
but im not lonely anymore, well not really. i turned down a date this weekend cuz i just dont feel like it :/ and well i just wish i knew

Samantha says:
Jordan i used to be so crazy about you, and i said it was love but it wasnt, i have only been in love once and that was Aaron, not even Dalton it wasnt. because when you love someone you cant stop, and you always will love them for the memories and stuff. and well, when i liked you in the past it was like a school girl crush id literally hold the phone waiting for you to call . or if someone else
would grab the phone when it rang and i knew it was you id freak out at them and fight for the phone.. like i liked you alot. and you just hurt me so many times, and then i just realized like wow. he must not give a shit about me if he has done that. and well last summer when i wanted you to come, i just wanted to be friends with you and nothing more, but as the time came closer to you coming i
was thinking and im like .. well maybe he will like me as more... and i was all nervous and stuff and then i wanted you to like me cause i started to like you all over, and then when you kept saying you didnt think id come get you and stuff it was just like wtf! as if i would do that, and i was shocked to know you thought i was that kindof a person when im not at all. i wouldnt ever do that to you
and that was it and the feelings wont come back for you and im sorry, maybe if i were to hangout with you as a friend and those feelings came back i dont know.

Jordan says:
i know you wouldnt

Samantha says:
all i know is that i cant like you because i cant handle you hurting me anymore, or anyone i cant be with anyone, especially you. and i wish that it wouldnt have turned out that way because your a sweet guy, and your always here for me. and im so glad that i have you in my life so thanks

Jordan says:
wow